I'm pretty you sure you've already forgotten me, but the thing is that I miss you. Even if I try to persuade myself the opposite. I honetsly do not understand how that happened. What did I do wrong? Everything happens for better, right? But how can this be for better? Why did I call you my best friend if you keep forgeting about me? I don't like reminding about myself and I don't wanna impose myself either. I hope I will have enough of srength to stop myself and don't message first.
First time, I regret something what I've done and I can't even find a good reason about it. I don't know what will happen next, but this time I feel like it is the end and I'll do my best to not message you first.
I don't wanna run after you. Done with that.
BTW I'm learning how to not judge people and stuff, so I don't wanna talk about things like these with anyone else. It's kinda killing me.
Sometimes the truth hurts, but it's better than sweet lies.
P.S. I love massages. Even if it was a little bit embarassing in the beginning. haha